I Need Advice Please Read. I Have No Clue What To Do?

me and this guy talked on myspace for 4 days, and we both liked eachother, but i realized i cant make a long distant relationship work….so i broke it off…heres the message
i know thats what i mean by just forget it
im glad you tried though
i mean im still confused and stuff
but idk
—————– Original Message —————–
From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:50 PM
I CANT TRY, I TRIED GIVING IT A CHANCE
i stayed up all ******* last night thinking of ways to make it work, i and couldnt find a damn one.
it wasnt gonna work weather we liked it or we didnt.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:49 PM
ok im sorry
i just idk
i like you alot
and i know i acting like an *** but i mean i just wish you could at least try
but if thats your choice then i support it
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:47 PM
if you read the reasons i couldnt other than those i would’ve
i though you were gonna be better than how yer acting.
but i guess not.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:44 PM
whatever
i liked you enough to give it a chance
but if your not even gonna ****** try then just forget about it
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:43 PM
yea i know it doesnt, but damn steph told me to be honest, and so did my horescope.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:42 PM
hmm well ok that dosent make this any better
i trusted you
but ight then whatever
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:40 PM
i can make it work also but im stopping myself from doing someting bad.
i was taling to my friend paige today about it.
and i said”dude i dont like being taken at the begining of school, cause i mean llok at all the hot guys”
and she told me, well hes not here so hell never find out.
and knowing myself i would do it, so im saving you the hurt.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:38 PM
ok well i guess i understand that
but i mean like i dont really care that your at a different skool
i like you enough to try my hardest to make it work
i mean i went out with someone who went to buchanan last year
we went out for like 6 months
but i guess if you dont want to then thats fine with me
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:34 PM
thats not the point.i dont like him as much, but i still do.
and when i walked on bhs campus on monday, i knew i needed the dude i was gonna date at buchanan, not 10 miles away.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:33 PM
ok so you like someone else?
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:31 PM
fist off i go to buchanan you got to CE.
i cant date and if i sneak ima get caught, i always do.
i’ve liked this guy since the begining of last year, and i cant make those feelings disapear.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:30 PM
what do you mean
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:29 PM
im gonna be truthful about this.even if i tried i cant make it work.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:27 PM
oh
and well i like to let the person i like to know how i feel
and yea maby im kinda rushing a little
and im sorry ill try not to that much
and i mean like what do you want us to be?
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:25 PM
i dont like talking about my feelings unless im talking to gianna. im a guy in a girls body.
yer chill, but like overly in touch with yer feelings sometimes.
what do you mean?
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 2:22 PM
oh well you should have told me
dont be afraid to tell me about how you feel
and yea i called you
i never called your moms cell
and i was also wondering
like what do you think about me?
adn like about “us”
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:13 PM
i did but it got annoying.
were you the one calling me like 20 min ago
at my house fone….not call my moms cell anymore, cause i havent told her, and most liekly wont, but i dont want her frinding out, plus im no even supposed to have a myspace so you cant ever mention it.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:08 PM
yea i know
im not usually like that
i just thought that you liked it
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:06 PM
idk i just ont realy care for guys thatclose to there feelings, i mean every once in awhile, but not every sentence.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 9:05 PM
yea i didnt think that you thought i was serious
but yea
like what do you want out of this relationship?
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From: alyscia.
Date: Jun 17, 2008 8:40 PM
omg im glad you said something
i just felt you were too clingy.
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From: zakk (APTSK)
Date: Jun 17, 2008 6:08 PM
hay i saw the coments
ok i didnt really mean it when i said i loved you you know
and like idk i thought you liked it when i said that kind of stuff to you
like idk i feel kind of weird now
i like you alot and stuff
but i mean i dont know you enough to “love” you
im sorry if you like took it the wrong way
im not obsessed with you
and idk if i was the reason for your profile views
i didnt really look at it that much
and i mean of corse i think about you but not like all the time
idk i just feel like i screwed everything up
and now hes calling me a *****??? and all of my friends said he was an *** by the way he was acting… did i do anything wrong?